every boring day

hufh.....
tiap ari boseeen bgD....klo mo kluar sndirian, mo jln2 gda tmn na, udah jarank dinner, pa lg malam minggu gda yg ngapelin...,hiks,,,
juelekq syg...,mu so much....
kul?yt gt2 ajha...
nothing special 2 me...mgkn itu sSh na pcRn jRk jaoh...
so complicated,alone,n so boring pZtina in here without him...
but...that'z ok....
i have 2 make myself strong, it'z juzt 4 a moment...
n i know that...,i'm sure i can pass thiz...,n i have to!

n be2rapa ari ne so many things that disturbing my mind....
hmh... i'll tell kpn2 yeah..,
c u soon